It’s been weeks without a word from Queenie, and a member of her council going missing isn’t something Cordelia can just ignore. So of course she went looking, leaving Zoe in charge of the girls, ending her search at the Cortez. She walks carefully towards the front desk, shoes silently tapping against the carpet. “Excuse me.” Brown eyes rest on the other’s features, she does not hesitate when she speaks, a polite smile traces her lips, though the fact she can sense something is off makes this small peace offering rather… Fragile. “I’m sorry-” She says it as if the room is filled with people, as if just standing in front of the other is taking the stranger away from more important work. “A student of mine had a room here a few days ago, I was wondering if she checked out?”
CHECKED OUT was an understatement. almost immediately, the other’s face is placed, & consequently recognized as cordelia goode: the supreme of the coven to which the witch in question belonged. & with this realization comes the unfamiliar prickle of nervousness. iris & her hardly stopped to think about the fact that someone was bound to come looking for queenie, & now, that stumble of a misstep was coming back to bite her in the ass. but any culpability that may alter features from nonchalant & complacent is quickly dissolved, in favor of an expression that doesn’t outright spellguilty. smoldering cigarette is lifted to lips, drag taken purposely slow, in an effort to aide the facade being painted, brows lifting lazily. ❛ ––– name? ❜
Donovan headed into the bar, pissed at himself. This was the second time the Countess had left him to go hunting just to hunt. He didn’t see the need to go, though he could feel the Countess slipping farther and farther away from him. Liz had told him to just go with it, you know how she gets, she’d reminded him (as if he’d needed reminding). Now here he was– alone– on a Saturday night. Again. With a huff, he sat down, looking up at Liz as she poured him his favorite drink.
“Go ahead. Say I told you so.”
at the heavy steps sounding on the staircase, the newly - lit cigarette within her grasp is given a quick drag, & then promptly moved to between clenched teeth. she recognizes those downtrodden footfalls anywhere, & she has a peculiar feeling that he needs a drink. novel is set aside for the time being, & as the approaching boy aims for a seat in the lounge, liz is up & pouring a drink. the shaker’s stream soon trickles to a slowstop & the full glass is set down in front of the brooding other with a tink. a hint of smugness twinges lips into the slightest of cynical smiles, smoke coming to rest in its previous position, as she concedes to fulfill donovan’s request, ❛ ––– i told you so. ❜
❝ I gotta tell ya, I didn’t read much, ❞ Confession was announced in QUIET TONE, Columbia’s abashment to admit so apparent. ❝ Always thought I had BETTER THINGS to do, y’know ??? ❞ she added in a HALFHEARTED ATTEMPT to defend her past choices.
❛ it’s nothing to beat yourself up about. ❜ composed is her stature at columbia’s admission, & to soothe is her tone’s directive. to further such a point, shoulders (draped in black ) lift in a shrug, cigarette coming away from her mouth in a cloud of smoke. ❛ this may shock you, but i hardly ever picked up a book before i moved out here. ❜
Columbia’s head shook BACK AND FORTH, dismissing Liz’s attempts to blame herself before she could even finish VOCALIZING THEM. ❝ You know this isn’t your fault, ❞ she said in a FIRM TONE. ❝ I know this isn’t your fault, ❞ she added, HOPING that her feeble attempts to assure Liz where the blaming TRULY LAID was not upon her shoulders. Though she was no naive thing whom BELIEVED that merely repeating what SHE KNEW to be true time and time again would have no affect. Grief made people IRRATIONAL, and she doubted that anything would ever be able to convince her otherwise. And that revelation PAINED HER so.At the sound of the other’s soft tone speaking once again, a STRING of denials poured from pink lips. ❝ You could NEVER burden me, ❞ Columbia said in the same comforting, FIRM voice. ❝ Liz, believe me, you could never, ❞ she murmured, standing up to easier embrace the broken womanbefore her. ❝ You’re the best person in my life, you could never burden me, ❞
DESPITEHERSELF –– despite the streaks of tears drying upon cheeks, & the heavy weight of grief on shoulders –– the faintest of smiles is cracked at columbia’s heartfelt remark. to know that someone still loved her was something she didn’t realize she’d needed to hear until those simple words of reassurance tumbled from the younger’s lips. with the countess’s heart seemingly turned away from her (& the glinting cool metal of a reaper’s glove now facing her instead ), the ice - cold understanding that columbia may be the only one she has leftcements within her. though expression remainshidden, shrouded in the crook of the embrace, it exists –– & what a feat that was alone. composure, in slight & as much as she could muster at that precise moment, is regained, however her mind may whirl. concealed briefly in columbia’s arms is where the semblance of comfort is found, allowing for the prevailing of calmer heads. a soft pat on the arm signals that she’s okay –– or at least okay enough to recover from that bumbling, crying mess she once was. ❛ ––– thank you. ❜
sounds of her laughter had him tracing her features with careful green eyes, childish bashfulness flushing his cheeks. head dropping forward, a flash of tongue wets his lips before he managed to grin as well. ❛ bullshit. ❜ managing to stifle a similar sound, fingers extend to apply another shaky stroke of blue. ❛ you want a flower or something next? ❜
free hand comes up to a light hold of her cheek, elbow used as a prop. teasing, a nude mouth thinning in faux contemplation, she hums, a soft resonation of amusement. gaze breaks away from tristan’s, & instead drifts to his handiwork, brows lifting in slight. ❛ mm, i don’t know. . . ❜ cloying are her tones, smile tainting the expression of sincereness she’s attempting to convey. ❛ you sure you’re up for the challenge? ❜
WORDLESS –– quiet contempt shrouded in features drawn nonchalant –– the usual is set before the countess : the sharp noise of glass against marble ringing out like thunder in the tense atmosphere. purposely slowed, stilettoed steps waver back to her own stool, back turned as soon as duty as bartender is completed. the intention to speak is null; with nothing but angry lashes lacing her tongue (& the other’s shimmering glove, fraught with death,not going unnoticed ), she deems it wise to keep her mouth shut. de profundis is reopened, spine resting on the curve of her palm, but pages remained unturned –– if only to avoid the other’s gaze. //@timelesscreature(sc. )
Columbia took MEEK, SMALL steps behind Liz, arms outstretched with the intention to catch her if she lost her footing ( which would be NO SURPRISE as she stumbled around so ). Small frame was SLOWLY LOWERED into a kneel onto the dirtied carpet, hands resting upon the older woman’s thigh. Eyes were QUICK TO WIDEN once the truth that Liz blamed herself was vocalized. Her palms quickly movedto grasp either of Liz’s forearms. ❝ NO, it isn’t, ❞ she said in a firm voice. ❝ You saw the best in her, it isn’t YOUR FAULT that she isn’t what you thought, ❞ Anger directed towards the woman who had WRONGEDher friend so severely flared within her chest. ❝ This is not your fault, ❞ she said again. ❝ SHE did this, and she’ll get what’s comin’, ❞ Columbia’s voice grew quieter with each word as a LUMP formed in her throat. It was just so wrong. What kind of universe would allow such an INJUSTICE OCCUR ???Columbia took a deep breath and wiped at the corners of her eyes to catch the tears which had BEGUN TO BUD yet again. Why couldn’t she just keep herself togetherfor Liz ???
ATTEMPT after fruitless attempt to stop the tears rolling down splotchy cheeks, she’s given up: hopeless endeavors to gather herself, to square her shoulders &pretend to be okay, ceasing. the previous desire to keep up the act of normalcy for columbia’s sake is gone, a broken, aching heart now ruling where a once wise, world - weary mind had resided. a feeble protest to the younger’s resolute statements is expressed through the shaking of her head, hands parting from their light hold. ❛ i should’ve nevereven ––– ❜ stopping, unable to continue, the bitter tang of regret pooling ‘pon her tongue, ridden with denial&blame. tristan’s blood is on her hands : an irrefutablefact set out to plague her bleeding heart. a heavyshudder of a sigh harrows a frail chest, an effort to catch her breath, & without fully realizing the weight of her actions, she rests stained palms on top of columbia’s. at long last, she manages to make some semblance of eye contact with the younger –– fleeting, but there –– makeup in ruins, with words still but a meagerwhisper, ❛ i’m sorry –– i don’t mean to . . . burden you like this. ❜
any other time he decided to be there, perched upon the cushions, feet were kicked up onto something nearby – this time, they remained flat on the floor. for once taking in the atmosphere of the cortez, there wasn’t anything that could numb that uncomfortable experience prior to his arrival.
power had been one of the more attractive components with agreeing to harbor the virus. being the countess’ sex slave to further her personal gain however, held no interest to him. but tristan wanted to keep his head… specifically for the woman stepping into the lobby. too late to let the uncomfortable knot in his brow go, callused fingers mussed through stained locks. glancing to her, his mouth felt dry. ❛ –shit happened. that’s it. ❜
previously halted, stilettoed feet begin to tread carefully upon worn geometric carpet. she strides to perch next to tristan on the couch, palm coming to rest ‘pon his thigh : a gesture of comfortvoid of ill - intentions. the lobby is empty, spare the pair, & the risk they run of being caughtred - handed is pushed aside as concernblossoms.
silently& with a keen eye, her gaze is cast to meet his, nearly hidden beneath a furrowed brow. never before has she seen the other this upset, & for that reason, she continues with a certain amount of heed. ❛ –– okay. . . ❜ she leads in, tone soft, but inquiring, nonetheless. words lack the familiar patronizing notes often found within her speech when consoling anyone else. ❛ would you care to elaborate ? ❜
She watched the other woman with CONFUSION as she slipped out of her comforting embrace. Columbia was QUICK TO UNDERSTAND that Liz had done so to collect herself. At this realization the former groupie took a deep breathand wiped away at the tears which had been pouring down made up cheeks. Porcelain ivories bit down upon GLOSSED, QUIVERING LIPS in afailed attempt to calm herself for the other’s sake. TEAR FLOODED optics grew wide at Liz’s response. As someone who KNEW LIZ it was apparent to her the gravity which weighed down that sentence. Pride SWELLED in her chest at the other’s capability of detaching from the one who had done her wrongso quickly ( not EVERYONEwas capable of refusing forgiveness to those people ). ❝ No, she DOESN’T, ❞ she replied coldly, fists clenching at her side. Was that an agreement to stay away as Liz asked her to ??? Columbia WASN’T SURE quite yet. Though, the thought of further upsetting such a dear friend was likely more than enough to keep her away. ❝ She ain’t worth an OUNCE of your energy or time, ❞ the bitternessoozed from EACH SYLLABLE which escaped her.
LACKING GRACE are the shuffling steps taken to the edge of columbia’s bed. the need to sit is ever present ; the weight of loss ‘pon her shoulders is nearly too much to bearstanding. cautiously, she perches on the worn mattress, dosing relief to aching limbs. even so, the younger girl’s gaze is eluded ––– in favor of the carpet ; her own still baring her lover’s corpse, & the sunken stain of a sanguine pool beneath him.
that thought alone is enough to trigger another bout of tears, quiet sobbing once again racking her chest. palms, their tremor poorly concealed, come up to cover her face, elbows resting upon pantyhose - donned knees. she’s crying into her hands, unable to become the embodiment of strength she’s expected to be. ❛ oh god –––– ❜ roughly exhaled, palms shifting to allow her voice to carry. words, however, remain muffled& faint, nearly indistinct –– had the room not been so quiet. ❛ this is –– it’s my fault. ❜