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" YOU SEE EVERYTHING
WHEN THE WORLD
DOESN'T SEE YOU. "

ind. liz taylor
of ahs: hotel
prev. hcwtovogue
est. 10.11.15

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          elizabeth isn’t quite sure what to expect in asking the other for such comfort, but what she gets is more painful than anticipated. donovan is a sore subject for her still, even a year later, and lips will part as the countess is rendered SPEECHLESS. her hands will squeeze the one of liz’s, and it’s all she can do to keep in control of herself, though ‘control’ is used sparingly.   ❛ —— i have not. there is no one to compare. ❜   elizabeth has realized the greatness that donovan was to her, but such a thing had come too late. meeting her dearest friend’s gaze, her own sad and lost, the countess goes on.   ❛ i try every single night, but i feel… nothing. ❜   the first few she’d taken to her room had ended up dead, but such a cycle quickly grew boring. she let’s them go now, but nothing is as fulfilling as donovan himself had been.   ❛ what do i do? ❜   leaning towards the other, it’s obvious elizabeth is desperate for guidance.

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                                        ❝        OH,   SWEETHEART,       ❞            leaves   her   lips   in   a   whisper  :  silent   sorrow   expressed   in   blatant   sympathy,   tongue   parting   tiers   with   a   hushed   click.   arms   of   lank   stir   to   envelop   the   other   in   a   warm   embrace    –––   but   gesture   falls   short  ;  uncertainty   of   comfort   laces   fingertips   as   they   instead   rest   softly   on   the   curve   of   elizabeth’s   shoulder.   grasp   tightens   briefly,   gently,   as   hesitation   melts   away,   &   regard   for   her   friend’s   wellbeing   cements   in   the   forefront   of   her   mind.           ❝         –––   it’s   best   to   let   those   things   happen   naturally   ;   you’ll   find   someone   eventually.         ❞        while   knowledge   of   such   an   idea   is   not   concrete,   the   words   of   reassurance   enter   the   room   with   hopes   of   solacing,   but   do   so   quietly,   dancing   on   cracking   glass.          ❝         in   the   meantime,   what   about   other   forms   of   companionship ?   it’s   never   too   late   to   mend   old   wounds   –––   especially   with   eternity   on   our   hands.         ❞

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